i feel like screaming till i lose my voice permanently
i feel like crying till i cant open my eyes anymore
i feel like slamming my laptop on the floor
i feel like tearing up all my clothes
i feel like biting myself
i feel like eating 7380754875 litres of ice cream
i feel like pulling my hair
i feel like giving up

&& i feel like sleeping and never wake up again.

tangled emotions.
SSSSSScccccccRRRRREEEEEEEEEmmmmm

i have hit the point
you know the point?
when you start to hate everything
sick of everything around you

staying alive seems such a torture

i need a break

i want go on a bagpack all over the world
i want my dog with me
i want my camera with me
i want my diary with me
i want music with me
i want to lie down on a open field
i want a kite
i want to dream
i want the stars shinny so brightly
i want to start anew.